What people think they know

The thing is when there is a problem anywhere that deals with people, and when those people don't know the story or hear things but don't really listen the problem that occurs is people begin to talk about things and soon the soap opera starts. Like right now. It gets blown up even bigger than it is, I'm not saying that this is small, if you were living in the middle of it right now you would think it was huge. But things are said on a regular basis by people to put it in perspective. I just hate that there are people talking about things that they don't know for sure. I think my favorite was that I have an E-Bay account that I was selling things on. Someone just came up with that one and told it to people. Thats just not right but it is the nature of the beast and I know that. I find things out all the time it seems and I learn things that I had not a clue about. Another one is that the people that were "helping me," or were on my side told others that they felt like I used them, saying their words but not really feeling it. There is a problem with this and I'll explain it. Yes I did use their words, because thats what they were supposed to be doing they were supposed to be helping me know how to communicate with others. It doesn't discount the fact that I felt all the things they wanted I just did what I thought was supposed to be done, listen to the men who were "Helping." The worst part about all of it is, if I had just had J in there she could have done what they were trying so much better. I suck at appologies and saying I'm sorry, I'm not sure why I mean the sorrow and I mean the appology but It comes off as less than sincere. I wish it were otherwise but it isn't.

Anyway it's all over and there is no hope of restoration, even though that is what people kept saying. I realize that it's something we say because it's what is supposed to be able to happen, a Biblical concept that we say we believe in but that we really ignore.