Nothing to Something

I'm sitting in a basement apartment pretty close to Germantown, which is about 15 to 50 minutes from DC depending on the beltway or the metro. There's a small bathroom, a kitchen, and 2 other rooms. It's not where we are going to settle, we are looking at places every day, however it's a family that we met through J's school, actually it's a fellow teacher of J's. Today I have to get my drug test done for the job, as well as get j's stuff over to her so she can get her drivers then look at places, and find Amberly's school. They are both with me and it's hard because I'm trying to get them through the day, Zoey keeps asking to go home. Telling her we are home is just not cutting it, I don't think it will matter until we find a place which i'm hoping to do today.

This past weekend was very difficult. I just wanted to leave the in-laws because of back handed snide comments. I'm still having issues with myself and with wanting to be around myself. I do great for a while and then Sunday hits and I end up hating myself again because of the way I feel. J said I need to just shut the door and I know she's right but it's so hard to do.

Anyway I'm looking forward to hearing from maywood.

Enjoy your day and hit me with a comment no matter who you are I would like to hear thoughts and feelings.